Ive decided I am an all or nothing person...
If I am going to be your friend i will be there for you to lean on until I am too tired to breathe anymore.
I will give 100% for something I want or require and will stop at nothing to get it.
I would run at 100 miles an hour and face things head on rather than have time to sit and think.
I love being so busy that I fall asleep with my head and heart buzzing.
This of course also has a downside and since I had my first baby almost 15 years ago I have been plagued by the 'baby blues'. Some times they make me sit and think!
The more time you have to think the more time you MAKE to think!
The more you promise yourself things are going to get better, the more that other little auto reaction of 'what if?' keeps popping up and makes you wonder WHEN!?.
Even though you dont want to be sad and even though your head and heart are telling you to pick yourself up and get back to that happy place, well sometimes it just seems a little out of your reach.
You keep smiling and you keep hoping to get back there, knowing full well life is so much nicer once you reach your 'happy place' - its a long path and sometimes you take a wrong turning but somehow you always find your way 'home'...
...after a few tough weeks I finally feel I am home! :)
I have decided from today I am making a concious effort to craft and make something new everyday! I have lots of recipes to upload and lots of cards and craft goodies (having made 15 cards today alone!) I would say I am back on track and raring to go - this time I have a little bit more help and I am not ashamed to admit I needed it.....love and hugs to all, I am happy to be on my path once more :)